I no longer feel like I belong here. I need to get the hell away from Houston. This city is suffocating me. It’s a beautiful city, but it’s just not for me anymore. I really don’t know where this came from, but over the past couple of years, I’ve just wanted to get the fuck out. I don’t even know where I’d go. But I’d love nothing more than to just pick up and leave and not look back.

Too bad my fear of change gets in the way. Fuck.


7 thoughts on “Wanderlust

  1. Courtni: 5 places? Hmmm…New York City is definitely on the top of that list.I just love it there.I love the diversity, the energy, the fact that I wouldn’t have to drive anywhere…everything about that city just…I don’t know, I can’t explain it. I know it’s expensive, and the people can be rude, but shit, Houstonians are rude, too, and Houston is the most backwards major city I’ve ever lived in. And plus, I’m sick of 9-month-long summers.

    The other four? Well…I’ve not really thought it out that far. I would actually love to able to live in Europe…somewhere like Rome, Italy, or Athens, Greece. I know the culture is totally different and I’d have to learn a new language and basically a whole new way of life, but I’m up for the challenge!

  2. I think we all have felt that way before.Well,at least I have. But there’s nothing like the moment to tell fear to fuck off and go for it!

  3. I know I’ve been like that before. So what do I do? I move somewhere colder when what I really wanted was WARMTH! Oh well. It’s still change and change is good!

  4. Thinkinfyou: You’re right…I know I am not the first to want to just say eff it all and pack up and leave, and NYC is full of people who have done just that. Fuck it. I’m doing it. Just gotta start savin’ some money instead of blowing it all on random shit.

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